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everybody lies.
.

I trust that everything happens for a reason, even when we're not wise enough to see it.
Oprah

Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others.
Ellen DeGeneres

To be nobody-but-yourself -- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else -- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.
e e cummings

People don't get what they deserve. They get what they get. And there's nothing anyone can do about it.
House

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Friday, January 21, 2011

pissed my dad off today.

i dont understand why he keeps on wanting me to study. he has this perception that everyone in singapore is studying except me. i may not have the best grades..but i do try..right?

i hate it when people doubt me, my actions or what i am doing, or even my ideas. i hate it even more when you criticise the way i do things.

i think he was really pissed this time round cos i ended the argument by saying "it doesnt really matter, at worst, i can become a cleaner"

he went out of the house after ranting to mummy.

mummy tried to pacify me..all i did was to call her to tell him to find someone that he knows who is as hardworking or as intellectually capable than me(not that i am clever...but...) and then i told my mum i will not attend reunion dinner with the excuse that i am studying. indeed, that would have been extremely good for him..a son who studies so much, even sacrificing personal/family time.

i may really do it.

i need peace.


11:04 PM